It's All about the Heart

"It is only with the heart that one can see right; what is essential is invisible to the eye." - Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

Friday, December 30, 2005

Happy New Year!

I'm greet everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

Too bad, I won't be able to post my year ender... oh well...Prolly when I get back from the Philippines...

A lot of things has been happening lately...
Someone's making me feel special right now and I'm enjoying every single thing about it. Enough said. :)

I miss the US already! to think that I hate driving but seriously, I miss driving! I dunno why...

Happy New Year!

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

To my Dear FANS!!!

I know that you've been missing my cute and very interesting stories....

Good news....
I'm here in the Philippines... and enjoying every single bit of it!
So hot, but manageable....

That's all folks!!!

Thursday, December 22, 2005

In a few more hours!




Tick...tick...tick...tick....

Few more hours, baby!!!!!
I can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm nervous as well as excited...I think I need to go poop! LOL!!!

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Two more days!!!!



TWO MORE DAYS, BABY!!!!!

Monday, December 19, 2005

I'm getting there

I'm trying to regain my strength... I've been sick since Thursday.
I feel like crap!
and I hate being sick!!!
stuffy nose, wheezing cough, very very bad headache, and aching body...

I think, I'll be carrying this virus to the Philippines! LOL

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Christmas Wishlist

I have to have one because it's necessary.
Something to let my relatives and friends know what to give.
I actually, had a hard time listing because I don't have anything in my mind when it comes to material stuff.
Seriously, I only have one thing in my mind for Christmas and it's not so buyable. It has something to do with my everday conversation with God. Something that I'm wanting since I was 8. If ever, He'll give that to me this year, then it'll be one of the best presents I could ever have in my entire life.

Anyways, I managed to make a list. Stuff that's so easy to buy, not to mention that it's all cheap! hahahaha!
Don't laugh coz it's not funny...Ok, prolly a bit giggling is permissible
*body pillow
*body pillow's pillow case
*Holiday socks, those thick ones used for sleeping
*scarves
*gloves/mittens (black, red, white)
*gift cards (VS, Bath and Body, Target, Starbucks, Coffee Bean)
*make-up brushes

I can't think of anything else...

The Amazing Race



The Linz family, the winner of the Amazing Race 8. I am so rooting for them to win because they're so cool and they never, or prolly had the least arguments during the race compared to the other families. Besides the fact, that those guys were so cute and sexy and hot!....

Oh well, I had my CPR renewal class today. And of course, I ran out of breath doing all thoe breathing exercises not to mention the compressions that we have to do. I was glad coz it only took me 3 hours to finish the review, the test, and the actual. It's better than retaking the whole class for 8 hours. DAng! AHA keeps on changing some of the concepts and it's kinda hard to keep track of it, so confusing at times. But hey! I managed and it doesn't sound bad as it sounds like, I maybe just exagerrating a bit. :p

I had two finals yesterday. I did most of my studying the day before the test so go ahead and figure out how high my stress level was yesterday....I hope I did good because that was my last chance. I'm school free the rest of this week and two more final test on Tuesday. I didn't realize how hectic it'll be to pack for the stuff I need to bring. Then not to mention, those "padalas" that I'm trying to fix how am I going to fit them in my luggages. I'll be travelling with two ladies and it'll be hard to carry heavy bags. I also need to check how heavy my stuff are going to be. Gees!!! so much stuff to do plus thinking about my finals are enough reasons to pop my brain out! Then there are also these "bilins" that I need to buy for them. Am I complaining now????? nah... just sharing....
Seriously, I have to be done packing by this weekend meaning I also need to be done shopping. I have Christmas parties to attend to and it'll be hard for me to procrastinate since we'll be leaving very early morning.

It's all good and life is great!

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Copied without copyright

Found this one from one of the bloggers and copied it. Pardon me, I'm just bored... :)

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NAME THE FIRST 20 PEOPLE OFF THE TOP OF YOUR HEAD...
1) Piolo
2) Bong
3) Chissa
4) Karla
5) Jen
6) Noriel
7) Roderick
8) Secret guy 1
9) Secret guy 2
10) Rochelle
11) Ate Cynthia
12) Caleb
13) Lenlen
14) John
15) Marianne
16) May
17) Boying
18) Molynd
19) Nainah
20) Richard


Don't CHEAT by going back and changing the person you wrote down!


How did you meet 13?
Lenlen -I met her when we we're kids at church. Her mom was one of the deacons in our church and we ended up growing up together although she's 3 years older than me.


What would you do if you had never met 5?
Jen - my high school madness won't be a success! she's one of my bestest friends


Have you ever liked 3?
Chissa - Heck yah!... we always do crazy stuff together...


Would 4 and 11 make a good couple?
Karla and Ate Cynthia... hahaha.. I don't think so. As far as I know they're both straight and ATe Cynthia is married already.


Would 1 and 7 make a lovely couple?
Piolo and Roderick. I DON'T THINK SO... Piolo is MINE!


On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14?
John - not that I'm mean....-10


What language does 10 speak?
Rochelle - English and Tagalog


Who is 8 going out with?
Secret guy 1. I don't know... last time I heard from him, he was single.. I don't know if he's anyone right now...


Is 9 someone you would date?
Secret guy 1. Hahahaha... In my dreams... I would love to.. but it ain't going to happen.. that's one of the impossibles in my life.


When was the last time you talked to 18?
Molynd - on the fone??? hmmm.. a year ago.. but I was able to chat with her through friendster chat a month ago.

What is 1's favorite band?
Piolo - heck! no clue.. but I am willing to know more stuff about him though

Does 2 have any siblings?
Bong - yup... want me to enumerate all of them????


Would you ever date 7?
Roderick - hmmm.. tough one.. he's such a nice guy... we'll see...


Is 15 single?
Marianne- nah.. happily married with one baby boy

What is 4's middle name?
Karla - Mendoza


What is 2's fantasy?
Bong - to be married with me! hahahaha.. I'm just kidding.. I though we're talking about my fantasy... Seriously, I have no clue but heck! I am so willing to know about it!...


Would 7 and 19 make a good couple?
Roderick and Nainah - hmmm.. don't think so..

Whats 16's favorite color?
May - I have no clue

What school does 6 go to?
Noriel - PMMA


Where does 9 live?
Secret guy 2. Philippines. enough said


Would you make out with 1?
Piolo - I am so looking forward to it!


Are 5 and 6 best friends?
Jen and Noriel - friends not best friends


What is your history with 20?
Richard - hahahaha....my long lost puppy... oh mah bad... my unending puppy love...let's forget about that.. he's happily married


Do you like 17?
Boying - hahahaha....of course I like him. but like a brother... hmmm.. hope this blog is unaccesible to him.. for sure he's gonna tease me!

I'll be Home for Christmas


I’m dreaming tonight of a place I love
Even more than I usually do
And although I know it’s a long road back
I promise you

I’ll be home for Christmas,
You can plan on me
Please have snow and mistletoe
And presents on the tree

Christmas Eve will find me
Where the love-light gleams
I’ll be home for Christmas
If only in my dreams

I’ll be home for Christmas,
You can plan on me
Please have snow and mistletoe
And presents on the tree

Christmas Eve will find me
Where the love-light gleams
I’ll be home for Christmas
If only in my dreams

Monday, December 12, 2005

Sooooooo in the *rushing* mood

Yup, I am...OMG! I AM!!!


A Prayer for Every Year


Do you remember me?
Long ago on bended knee
I prayed to you
With childhood fantasy
Well I’m all grown up now
Can you still help somehow
I’m not a child
But my heart still can dream
Please hear my prayer tonight
And help me do what’s right
Not for myself
But for a world in need

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And every man would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end
This is my prayer for every year

May kindness rule our lives
Not just the strong survive
Sweet tears for all
Thousand years gone by
This is the world I pray
We will share someday
Let me begin by reaching out my hand (my hand)

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
Every man would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end
This is my prayer for every year

What is this illusion called
The innocence of youth
Maybe only in their
Blind belief will we ever find the truth
No more lives torn apart (torn apart)
That wars would never start (never start)
And time would heal all hearts (hearts)
And every man would have a friend (have a friend)
And right would always win (always win)
And love would never end
This is my prayer for every year
This is the prayer I hope you hear
This is my prayer for every year

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Woohoo!

I'm back!
I mean I was able to catch up with the class I've been talking about. I really studied extra extra hard to get this test almost perfect so it could pull my grade up. And the good news, I DID!

After the test, I ran out of strength and it gave me a very bad headache. Don't worry, I am fine. I feel so awesome that I don't have to take any pain reliever. This is so great!

Finals will start next week and I have to some serious studying this weekend.

Actually, my friends called me up earlier asking if I wanna see a movie with them. I told them that I'll pass because I don't feel good physically and I have to wake up at 3 AM tomorrow morning.

I'd rather "suffer" for these coming weeks due to study and work load. At least I have enough reason to celebrate like a freaking lunatic when I get to the Philippines. Two more weeks baby! and I'm off to have fun! (hopefully). Can't you tell how excited I am???? :p

Funny thing happened in school today...
I am used to seeing butt cracks, I am talking about women. For sure, women out there will agree to me that sometimes women tend to wear low-waisted pair of jeans that sometimes show off what's under there, right? This time, it was just so weird to see a guy's butt crack. Hey! I'm not checking him out or anything. He just sat right in front of me and I , unfortunately have seen it. No malice or whatsoever. All I can say, IT WAS SO FREAKING NASTY!!! EWWW...EWWW...EWWW.

If it's Piolo Pascual's butt crack, I'll be happy to zoom my eyes in to take a closer look! but it isn't him and gees, it was so unpleasant!

Darn! I better find a different seat next time, I think I'm gonna throw-up!

That's all folks! Enjoy the weekend!

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

This weather makes me sick

Since I had that flu shot, I felt more vulnerable to this weather. Or is it just me??? or is it just the extreme changes in season????

I am so cold!!!!
I even had a sinusitis attack while walking around campus, I mean a milder version of brain freeze but with your sinus instead of the brain.

Or maybe, I am losing my cushions!!! LOL

Oh well...

One more lecture day!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so excited!

Anyways, I'm just wondering if you guys can help me pick good books to read. I need to bring prolly 4 books that I can read in the airplane. It doesn't matter what kind of genre, as long as it is interesting and not BORING!!!! Thanks

Monday, December 05, 2005

It's nice to remember

Whenever I Call You Friend


Whenever I call you "Friend", I begin to think I understand
Anywhere we are, you and I have always been, ever and ever
I see myself within your eyes, and that's all I need to show me why
Everything I do always takes me home to you, ever and ever
'N now I know my life has given me more than memories, day by day, we can see
In every moment there's a reason to carry on

Chorus:
Sweet love's showin' us a heavenly light, never seen such a beautiful sight
See love glowin' on us every night, I know forever we'll be doin' it
... right

Whenever I call you "Friend", I believe I've come to understand
Everywhere we are, you and I were meant to be, forever and ever
I think about the times to come, knowin' I will be the lucky one
And ever our love will last, I always want to call you "Friend"


An' now I know my life has given me more than memories, day by day
We can see, in every moment there's a reason to carry on
doin' it, doin' it
Sweet love...

(You're the glowin' light in my life, source of pride in my life)
(Everything I do takes me back to you, whenever I call you friend...


Postscript:
A song that reminds me of someone...

Sunday, December 04, 2005

More stuff

Actually, I'm supposed to buy more stuff for my cousins and aunties/uncles in the Philippines, but I told my mom that I'm broke already....
She was nice, and she bought some stuff for some of them and she told me that I have to buy the rest. Well, that's good enough for me.

When we drop by at one of our churchmate's store, she told me that she's going to give me some stuff that I can give to our church members in the Philippines... She's such a blessing and for sure, all the church members there will be so happy!

Couple weeks left, and I am so excited.
I might do more shopping this week!!!!
It's all good...I get to spend EXTRA once a year, it's all about giving, and it's the thought that counts...

Brrr...so chilly outside!

Friday, December 02, 2005

I'm fighting

Yeah, I've been battling with this flu...
I worked for 10 hours today and prayed that the symptoms will not get worst....Unfortunately, I might have shared some of my virus with our customers, and to think that we're so busy today...Not my fault, right?
I can't leave work early coz we're short-handed so there I tried to be heroic as I can be...(I can't wait to take my vacation!)

Have a nice weekend!

Thursday, December 01, 2005

Achoooo

I think I'm gonna be sick....

I had a flu shot yesterday and last night I woke up at around 3 PM, sneezing like there's no tomorrow.

And right now, I am starting to show flu-like symptoms. I can't be sick!!!! I have finals coming up and heck! I have to freaking renew my CPR card.


Aarrgh!!!