It's All about the Heart

"It is only with the heart that one can see right; what is essential is invisible to the eye." - Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

Thursday, August 10, 2006

Missing in Action

Hi!!!
Miss me huh?

Anyways, I've been working like a maniac these last couple of weeks or maybe months. I even worked 16 hours in one day last month. My last paycheck reads 105 hours and that's in two weeks!!! Just enough to buy books and pay my bills...I can't even update my blog coz after I check my emails, then I'm off to bed.

I don't wanna think about my financial situation right now, but you bet! it's so freaking crazy. I spent almost $2000 already for my nursing education for this semester. Guess what??? my books??? Oh my!!! two huge boxes shipped from Amazon.com and Barnes and Noble. If I'm gonna sit down and start calculating my debts, gees, I'm gonna pass out.

School will be starting in two weeks and I dunno if I'm excited or more terrified. My professors has been emailing us already bout our reading assignments.

I am now seeing my next two years... NO LIFE! I mean it won't be the same anymore, I'll be in school for 5 days, Monday to Friday, then I'll be working weekends, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday.

Life has been very challenging for me lately....
SEriously, I've been telling my friends how, I never though I'll face these tough challenges. Being the oldest among my siblings, my responsibility to my family, being a full time student, being a mature adult with tons and tons of bills to pay, and also trying to be the best girlfriend in the world. Mahn! no kidding, it's a very tough tough tough job!....

I'll be updating my blog from time to time....I need to vent out my emotions and feelings somehow to make me calm and relaxed, in short, be de-stressed.

We'll be moving to a different apartment, too! so u know, lots and lots of packing to do...

God! please give me strength!